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Beautiful Darkness Chapter 10 "Outside the rain's fallin' down. There's not a drop that hits me. Scream at the sky but no sound is leavin' my lips. It's like I can't feel after the way you touched me. I'm not assleep but I'm not awake after the way you loved me. I can't turn this around. I keep running into wall that I can't break down. I said I just wonder around with my eyes wide shut because of you I'm a sleepwalker."—Sleepwalker (Adam Lambert) A week later Summer felt her heart begin to calm. Damon had kept his distance for that time, so much so that even Stefan and Elena had seen little of him. When asked all Stefan could say was

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 9 "Been here before, revolving door. Got up and I don't know what for, anymore. We had the best and nothing less. But the second we fell out of step you up and left. Well this is so you. This is what you do. You'd rather make do than make a move. What'll it take now? How do I make this matter enough to you? Say you're the mess. Say it's a shame. Why can't you at least pretend? Say I should leave, you're over me. Say something, say anything. Anything, say anything, please. What happened to the plans we made? And that contagious smile upon your face. It's all begun to fade. You used to be so careful with me. Making

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 8 "One song glory. One song before I go. One song to leave behind. Find one song, one last refrain. Glory. From the pretty boy front man, who wasted opportunity. One song, he had the world at his feet. Glory, in the eyes of a young girl. Find glory, beyond the cheap colored lights. One song, before the sunsets. Glory, on another empty life. Time flies. Time dies! Glory! One blaze of glory! One blaze of glory! Find glory, in a song that rings true. Truth like a blazing fire, an eternal flame. Find one song, a song about love. Glory, from the soul of a young man." – Adam Pascal (RENT) Damon sat alone at the ba

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 7 "Before you break, you have to shed your armor. Take a trip and fall into the glitter. Tell a stranger that they're beautiful. So all you feel is love, love. All you feel is love, love. Wanna scream out. No more Hiding. Don't be afraid of what's inside. Wanna tell you, you'll be all right. In the aftermath."—Aftermath (Adam Lambert) It was Stefan who ended the uncomfortable silence that had fallen between them after Elena's exit into the kitchen. "What about Damon?" Stefan suddenly questioned the moment that Elena exited the room. "What?" Summer asked confused as to what exactly he was asking about. "Yo

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 6 "Falling apart and all that I question. Is this a dream or is this my lesson. Oh he's under my skin just give me something to get rid of him. I've got a reason now to bury this alive. Another little white lie. I don't believe I'll be alright. I don't believe I'll be okay. I don't believe how you've thrown me away. I do believe you didn't try. I do blame you for every lie. When I look in your eyes I don't see mine. Oh he's under my skin just give me something to get rid of him. I've got a reason now to bury this alive. Another little white lie. Oh my permission to sin. You might've started my reckoning. I've got

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 5 "I'm sorry can't save a heart when it breaks and scatters in the wind. How can two words cover the half that others been living in? I never believed I'd ever need any more than I did before. When sorry's not enough. There's nowhere left to turn; too much to forgive. Tell me where is the answer? How do you find the strength, the strength to let it go? We need to just leave when sorry's not enough. Love can fall hard. Leaving a scar that remembers how bad it burns. We won't pretend when next time begins, cause we just need to live and learn."- Sorry's Not Enough (Nina Dobrev and Rob Mayes/ The American Mall) "You

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 4 "Only when I stop to think about it. I hate everything about you. Why do I love you? I hate everything about you. Why do I love you? Every time we lie awake. Every hit we take. Every feeling that I get but I haven't missed you yet. Only when I stop to think about it." – I Hate Everything About You (Three Days Grace) Summer scowled in irritation as she put the books away in their proper place. The library was deserted allowing her to indulge in using her magic to replace them rather than bother with the strain of doing it by hand. The pounding in her head had not faded as she'd hoped it would. Instead the r

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 3 "I am not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay. But that's not what gets me. What hurts the most is being so close and havin' so much to say. And watching you walk away. And never knowing what could've been. And not seeing that lovin' you was what I was trying to do." – What Hurts the Most (Rascal Flatts) Everything was quiet as Summer expertly climbed down the tree outside her second story bedroom window. After years of making a quick getaway out her window at night she had grown more adapted at it. Hal

Beautiful Darkness Chapter 2 "Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I am not sure I could. They say that time heals everything but I am still waiting. I am through with doubt. There's nothing left for me to figure out. I've paid a price and I'll keep paying. I am not ready to make nice. I am not ready to back down. I am still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round." – Not Ready to Make Nice (Dixie Chicks) "Summer," she heard Damon call out to her in his usual easy manner. As much as she would rather not Summer came to a stop, not really knowing why. While she had stopped she stalled herself in turning to face him k

Beautiful Darkness: A Vampire Diaries Fanfic Chapter 1 What had she been thinking? Was she crazy for coming back here? It had been years since she'd come back. Years since her last summer visit to her grandparent's house. It had been years since Summer Hathaway had last seen the town of Mystic Falls. Now she was back. Her parents had never been around, neither one was really the parent type. Most of the time they were traveling on business but she'd gotten used to it and didn't hold it against them. If anything it made her independent. Now Summer found herself back in the one place she'd felt that she was with people that loved her that un